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I’ve been off of work since Mid-November due to a “mystery illness” that has stolen all of my energy and ability to function like a normal person. I have pain, I have days where I can do stuff for an hour or two, and days where I can only lay in bed. Most of my time is spent reading, sleeping, or watching tv. Or, browsing the internet on my phone too, since I can do that from my bed.
This has absolutely impacted my ability to take care of my fish, and its something I never considered when taking on a household full of sensitive fish like seahorses. I can’t keep up with tank maintenance, and barely get everyone fed. Sometimes they miss a feeding. Or, like yesterday, when I came down with the stomach flu on top of everything, nobody got fed and I didn’t start new brine shrimp hatching. Fortunately, I think feeding a lot on the days I can and feeding a varied diet helps if I don’t skip too many days. But fry are sensitive, so I lose the young very easily.
I also lost a bunch of my 10 month old H. erectus a few weeks ago. They’re overcrowded and I’ve meant to move them to a multi-tank rack system. But that needs massive maintenance and reworking of equipment before I can do that. They were doing fine until I stopped cleaning them weekly. SO I lost 5 or 6 of them. I’m trying to keep up more but still just failing.
Its been a frustrating experience, and I don’t know what I can do. I keep plugging away at water changes as I can, but I’m falling further behind. I’ve enlisted the help of my husband for some things, but he doesn’t know this like I do, and he’s overwhelmed with having to take over the rest of the house duties I can’t handle. Were I in a position to pay someone to help out, I would. But disability payments through work are spotty at best, and I’ve been too tired to follow up and try to get the rest of the payment. Even then, its only a fraction of my paycheck, so money is really tight – which also doesn’t help. I think if I could splurge a bit I could get some additional tanks and filters to make things better. But I can’t.
And I’ve been getting sick for a long time before my medical leave, it started some time ago, but since this summer I’ve been broken really down and exhausted, so even then I was behind on things. I had planned to revamp huge sections of my fishroom, but I’d get sick so frequently that I’d spend a weekend in bed. Working was all I could do, and towards then end I could barely do that.
I don’t know what this means, other than as a cautionary tale for those of you out there. What is the answer? I don’t know, no one can predict getting sick. I guess I keep plugging away when I have the energy, and cross my fingers that the doctors figure out what is wrong and how to fix me soon.

















